one day

I believe this will be a significant collection of tortured musings.

Musical Significance

There are times in my life when some lyrics, even stupid cheap corny ones, are so veracious it's scary. Something I strive for in writing and life is to shy away from making other's words my own. However I must also acknowledge that I am not the greatest writer that ever lived nor am I even proficient at writing in certain styles myself. Words about love are particularly interesting to me. The complex emotions human beings are capable of feeling is astounding. At the tender age of twenty-three I feel erringly experienced in the matters of life and love. I think about what I have experienced (or believe I have) and then try and comprehend the amount of emotion I have never experienced and become overwhelmed. That's not even accounting for the unexpected occurrences I couldn't imagine from thin air.

I mostly think about the definition of love when someone challenges me on my definition. What do any of us really know about it, you can come up with some bullshit hallmark phrase like , "love means never having to say you're sorry." What does it really mean. You should really apologize if your spouse told you they were cooking an elaborate dinner and you went out to drink with coworkers instead. It's just good manners.

Anyways I just got home and felt an animalistic urge to write this. I had to pee really bad though so I did that first, but then I immediately wrote this. Like the light is still on in the bathroom. Tomorrow is cheat day, i'm gonna drop a nyquil and hit the hay. To the two people that read this, have you ever really loved someone? I await responses with bated breath.